my Bff

My best friend and I shared the same veiws on smoking we both though it was
-extrimly stuiped
-gross
-a killer
-a filthy and desisting habit
But have why though grad 9 this changed and she did not give a second though about the rest of her life
I reminded her of all the awful things about smoking the deaths,the cancer the losses but to her that was all did not matter because all of a sudden it was totally fine to smoke because"It just relaxes me ya know?I am going to quit in a few weeks anyway. several  mounths pasts and her adiction just got stronger.
I what never so descusded and outraged the frist time I saw her grasp that cigeret in her  esaily desived hands. I wished that I had the power to run up to her and shuve that filthy sick cemical packed killer right down her through and scream "Are you out of your F***king Mind? it looked so unnatural n her hand that in made me cringe.Becaues in one short moment image becaues more importent then her friends, Family, fuchure and health. I did not even want to talk to her I turned as fast as I could away in descust and outrage weeping. Because Such a beauitful person was throwing away her dignity and pride. And it does not matter at all what I think I could tell her how I feel but i am sertan she will say "cool down  I will quite its no big deal. or I don't give a..,' She wants to be healthy and thin how about a pale  Bonny and blackening and smells to the where people don't want to stand next to her.  if only smoking was banded my 14 year old firends life could have bin gods desieder leath of time. of well at leat shes relaxed